JACKSON =D

2009-10-03T19:49:00.000-07:00

its sunday,
its book in day,
i damn sian.
oh wells, must be done la.

i hope my gf study hard and do well for her exam nx wk,
then v fast friday again liao.
i hope i dun kana rt.
pls.

if tio sat come out seh.
z.

miss u damn alot.
HAIS

ns!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-02T17:47:00.000-07:00

just ended my 2 weeks of confinement,
3 weeks of my army life had past.
live firing soon and field camp soon.

RT stands for reme training. which people have to stay back 1 extra night so that they can train the nx day.
so they book out on sat morning.

heng i nvr kana this week.
i hope i do well this coming ippt.

over this 3 weeks,
knock it down, recover, fucking recruits, these are the most familiar words.

there are so many people i want to meet with so little time out.

for the last 3 wks in bunk i was thinking.

why am i here,

why must i serve,

why are there injuries all over my body,

why must i clean the toilet,

why that small fuck keep shouting at me, and i LL,

i still could not get an answer,

wells, i think i got no choice and have to serve.

last time i used to ask them,

when i am in NS will you guys occasionally think about me,

i really hope so,

wells,

i am going to best spend my Saturday.

take care people!

2009-09-09T21:31:00.001-07:00

everyday feels lyk sunday

2009-08-23T21:13:00.001-07:00

i really v sian.

i shld go tanning more.

2009-08-14T22:58:00.000-07:00

sian.

sian

sian

sian

sian

sian

sian

sian

sian

sian

sian

ppl changing.

2009-07-22T11:43:00.000-07:00

fucking tired.
and a little drunk.

waiting for my GF to return from club.
lol.

oh wells..

hopefully got energy for tmr..

i dun seem v happy now.

tired.

extremely tired.

but

waiting for u to be home.

haha.

hopefully.

you.
enjoyed.

i shall jus go and close my eyes awhile.

=)

2009-07-22T01:12:00.000-07:00

damn sian now.
=)
tired.
shag.
everything.

LOL..
...
.
.
.
.
......

FUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKkk

2009-07-09T22:07:00.000-07:00

i notice that when people gets older and started to wrk lyk full-time.
the will become more and more quiet and unhappy.
unlike they once used to be.

will people forget how to be happy?

or are they too stressed up by the world.

anyway,

i will try to prevent this from happening to me.

yx bday coming.

i going hk soon.

now, its my turn to ask hq the same question he asked me before he went there that time.

2009-06-10T08:10:00.000-07:00

sick.
too much durian!
=)

lol.
play game.

2009-05-11T10:45:00.000-07:00

today is a damn fucked up day.

my eyes damn pain. i think use too much com le.

tomorrow having my grad day. after that i also dun knw what to do.

kan dao.

its see how.

it will happen.

2009-05-07T21:21:00.000-07:00

I need a job! too sian le nthing to do.

dun understand how ppl can survive without job for so long, eventhough they got $. buay sian meh?.

something is pulling us back. to skating. =)

i need my wheels.

2009-04-18T07:50:00.000-07:00

finally got some sleep after 2 days without sleeping.

my body is still damn tired.

got the ntu computer engineering offer.

if i got offer from smu i think i will get smu ba.

i am tired.

bored.

2009-04-12T08:46:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is my big day.
i heard that the interview damn scary.
lol.
everything will be fine.

i need to skate again,
after so long.

2009-04-09T21:27:00.000-07:00

Its a fucked up world.
woke up feeling damn sian.
excited for my monday interview.

bored.
my body is killing me.

they dun use v nice words. but it might be true.

2009-03-24T21:54:00.001-07:00

eyes killing me.

NB

2009-03-05T19:07:00.000-08:00

damn sian damn sian damn sian. damn sian. damn sian. damn sian. damn sian.

okay.

sian

LOL!

haha.

going chalet later. hq 1.

going steamboat tmr. hq 1.

=)

birthday!!

okay. i damn slpy.

happy birthday lao da.

2009-03-01T08:45:00.000-08:00

raining for the past few days.
kind of sian

thursday heart scan.
lol.
if i am alone of wed night confirm kisiao.
cos my body feel weak and i am afraid of the result of the scan.
NB.

fuck it liao la.
got problem jiu got problem.
i am damn sian liao.

i dun knw how well i did for both papers.
but shld be okay.

sat hq birthhday.

and i am sorry for not being able to go.
to denise 21 birthday party.

hope u didnt get scolded by your dad

=)

enjoy.

fucked up feeling now.
NB CB .

jus some spamming. no meaning.
=)

2009-02-20T17:51:00.000-08:00

I almost forgot my password,
lol.

monday and friday last paper.

today to last paper mus chiong liao.

friday i will go relac until siao.

i am tired. extremely.

well, its almost over.

SIAN like dun knw what.

NB.

let me get into smu please!

2009-02-04T08:09:00.000-08:00

tonight i must do alot of wrk.
LOL.

wba project and wba revision.
and apply for uni.

hope i get into smu man.

then can apply the uob campus card. solid nice.

okay.
do wrk

2009-01-31T20:09:00.000-08:00

Stressed up.

1 more mth and away from all these shit.

some ppl just talk and forget.

you must get used to this kind of ppl.

cos most ppl does.

skating at ecp. eat the satay at the food place. chomp chomp eat sting ray. west coast eat prata.

repair phone. and get alot alot of sleep.

2009-01-26T00:38:00.000-08:00

this is the worst cny ever.
ppl say i fat.
%^&*!
its damn sian. sitting there looking at ppl gamble u knw!
^!!!!*!!(!&%^!&*
thursday having test.
kan.

bad day.
but it will be a gd year ahead.

=)

self enhancement.

throw throw throw.

2009-01-21T17:06:00.000-08:00

today.
finally i learn something from Mr TOK.
its call IOI.

i dun feel very gd abt myself now.
i must do more.

2009-01-19T10:20:00.000-08:00

past 2 days had been suffering.
damn alot of things to do.
finished liao must start perpare for test and exams.
kan tired.

20 year old liao.
it certainly feel so different.

been a great birthday.
thanks.

kan.
brain dead nw.

wan an.

2009-01-08T00:03:00.001-08:00

damn fucked up.

feeling sick and my common test results just sux.

my medical coming soon . and my birthday coming soon.

i figure out something interesting.
haha.

2009-01-03T20:55:00.000-08:00

4th jan 2009

my birthday is coming.
=)

my medical appointment is coming.
shit.
=(

my nafa is coming.
SHIT
=(

1 mth of mass loads.

2009-01-01T06:30:00.000-08:00

Its 2009!
damn fast.
abit feeling abit sick la.

project headache.
so many things to do. and its holiday mood.
i shld have choosen to do my attachment this sem.
ARGH,

nvm.
jy for everything now ba.

i want go sunning.

i need more rest.

i need more time for everything and everyone and myself.

2008-12-25T21:39:00.000-08:00

sian.
tired.

2008-12-15T08:35:00.000-08:00

i failed my tp.
i am having a bad headache.
i need to plan my 3 weeks.
i am damn tired.
i need some sports.
i am so disappointed in myself.

tmr will be a better day.

gd night.

2008-12-10T07:21:00.000-08:00

i want a tattoo.

maybe after bmt period ba.

lets see how.

TP COMING.

please let me pass and get my license.

CT tmr last paper.

sibei no feel.
bo pien must study.

i wana meet up with so many people that i miss so badly after the CT.

my mother just came back to spore today.
somehow. she said smthing lyk. cant drive without license hor.
it was lyk ytd. i was driving arnd the neighborhood.
the mother knw the son well.
z.

MONDAY LET ME PASS PLS.
=)

2008-12-07T23:30:00.000-08:00

i want my xmas gift from u.
i want you to bake for me.
=)

3 more days.

2008-12-07T22:04:00.000-08:00

Sunday i will be going JB will ken.
what will we be doing for xmas eve.
thats the worst thing u can do to your bf btw.
oh wells.
i woke up damn late today. my head is very heavy.
i woke up missing you.

i am tired. feel lyk slping again.
=|

2008-12-06T19:43:00.000-08:00

sibei sian la.

its really a headache.

i am so afraid cos i am sososo not prepared for CT.

btw.

every1 has changed i guess. from the outing ytd. i felt that. but. every1 is still very comfortable. changing for the better is gd.
=)

2 more papers ar.

i hope i pass my tp. 15 please pass. i go temple pai pai. go church pray. go hindo temple run fire rock.
PLEASE PASS!!

actually feeling quite down and sian now la.

i wan a million dollar wedding dinner.

its somehow a long term goal.

2008-11-28T23:57:00.000-08:00

Sometimes some feelings some people just dun understand.
A sportsman no matter how long he stopped, physically might be cui. but the thinking will still remain.

thurs i took my nafa.

my body damn damn damn cui.
i knw.

5 stations managed.

2.4k run. 18mins plus.

its damn cui. the body buay dong liao. but i still manage to complete the 2.4

the worst thing is. some cb from some badminton team from some skool de. also taking the test.

some actions they did on purpose.

makes u sibei sian and disappointed in yourself.

after the test i went canteen alone. feeling lyk shit. TOTALLY.

some people just nvr have the chance to understand the feeling ba.

people laugh at u when u clock 18mins u knw.

this is my 1st and last time.
z

yes. some girls did ran faster then me on that day.

ALOT OF THEM.

yes. they female i male.

some people jus lyk to kick u when u are dwn.

YES.

we did that alot alot of times.
we were proud sportsmen.
we thought we the zai est.

until one day.
we got crashed.
we stopped training.
we stop jogging.
we go into shits.

we got kicked.

the one u kicked today. will crash u tmr.
thats what i learnt.

some people are just nice.
some people just feels better when they turn u into shit.

well done both.

2008-11-24T07:41:00.000-08:00

fyp is making me v v v tired.

i have not enough time for this and that.
skating not. jogging not. chilling little.
=(

about the fruits thing.
everything will go on.

i just need better time management.

2008-11-07T11:18:00.000-08:00

damn it disappointment.
for what cos of who?

breathe.

2008-11-07T11:14:00.000-08:00

whatever. anything.
wtf.
idk.
damn it.

2008-11-06T19:29:00.000-08:00

I am sorry.
i am tired.

2008-11-04T07:55:00.000-08:00

This week is damn pack and rush.
sry if i have last min cancels of our appointment and dates.

Trying to squeeze in sometime for chin feng tiny and DE's birthday celebration.

might not stay long. But its not about the duration its about how well spent ba.

very rush. gd and bad.

i want to meet up for the fruits thing this week if can to discuss more. New things new ideas.

getting my RL polo! =)

and my rectangle watch.
haha

some1 please buy my orange RL polo.

too big for me liao.z.

project meeting i guess might be everyday. =( MIGHT MIGHT.

of course i save the best for last.

feli says (11:53 PM):
update blog
feli says (11:53 PM):
and say you love me
feli says (11:53 PM):
HAHAHAHA

DUN be shy baby!

I LOVE YOU.

damn tired.

projects.

and i am having a very weird headache.

damn.

2008-10-30T10:05:00.000-07:00

I AM VERY STRONG.

haha.

trying to make myself feel better.

wan an.

2008-10-29T18:57:00.000-07:00

i dun lyk people to gamble.
gamble win. gd.
gamble lose. your house problem.
no matter what i wont help.

you made the choice.

experience shown that their last time wnt be their last.

untrustable.

massive gambling breaks relationships. any kind of relationships.

study la! gamble.

cb retarded.

2008-10-27T21:12:00.000-07:00

damn tired.

2008-10-23T09:54:00.000-07:00

How happy are you.

thats what they ask.

i guess this part happy. that part sad ba.

i am just very tired.

doing quite okay in school i guess.

Ty Some1.

i need a break.

2008-10-09T02:08:00.000-07:00

It is quite shocking to receive the SMS from lao da. Its true, sometimes everyone feels that way too. Its how you counter and manage it ba.

Every1 is busy with their own stuff. When you need someone maybe 1? 2? Or maybe non will appear. Its good to have someone backing you, but everyone must learn to fight alone.

School reopening the next week le.

I need a gpa of at least 3.5

Sometimes some will say. We never know what will happen tomorrow so let’s just enjoy today.

I never believed in this.

If someone is determined and discipline to do something, they will make things happen tomorrow.

You xing de hua jiu ke yi.

I am going Queensway and swimming.
bb.

2008-09-30T08:35:00.000-07:00

feeling damn lousy.

dun need to add on.

2008-09-28T21:02:00.000-07:00

when the team is not productive,
the leader is a failure.

when some people are busy complaining,
some people are busy improving and correcting.

fan gan.

2008-09-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

i want to go ecp skate.

i want to go swiming in the morning.

i want to go bballing at night.

i want to rest.

i want to prepare for my fyp.

i want to be prepared.

i dun wana be last min.

i wan to walk slowly. amoung the fast paced street.

i wan you to walk beside slowly.

i wan everyone in the idea to be enthu. or out.

sometime its good to be lost and there will be some1 leading.

sometime its worst when you are lost and some just went missing.

so not used to not wrking.

i hope that some1 does understand.

gn

2008-08-31T08:07:00.000-07:00

this is my last wk of wrk.
then i going genting for 3 days.

ytd yw chalet.
21 yrs old liao.
old man.
haven army yet.
noob!
drank abit.
then cab home.
nthing much to do there.

slept until abt noon today.
totally tired.
then went town to have our weekly meet ups.
yh emotional.
nvr come for meeting.
okay la.
set some house rules.
going to share with him the nx meeting.
nx wk going genting so cant meet up.
update me when back ba.
to make it a success, we need 100% commitment for the 5.

step by step.

by 21 i will hit it.

gd night.

2008-08-26T21:36:00.000-07:00

headache headache headache,

alone in the server room nw.

emotional la.

y not u teach me what to do.

damn sian.

z

bad headache.

2008-08-21T00:24:00.000-07:00

this is getting so sian.
6 more days and i am free.

totally tired.

z

2008-08-14T20:18:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU BABY!

2008-08-11T00:13:00.000-07:00

Its not about how hard you kana hit.
Its how fast you recover from it.

one more week and i got no more reports!
=)

wkends feel kind of weird without laogao arnd.
that basket at taiwan bao bing lang aunty.
z

2008-07-09T18:52:00.000-07:00

Pei me go temple pai pai.
recently v the suay.

recently having nightmares.
not abt ghost, monster

treasure everything ba.
mus be fast mus be zun.
you never know when might you be just alittle too late for anything.

Its time to train.
i think i getting barbell with hongan kia.

fuck this world is getting more and more fake.

but i knw there are more to come.

when two person just fucking hate each other, y do they still nd to act lyk they are still friends.

maybe they are right.

ECP SKATE LA!

pek chek.

2008-06-20T18:09:00.000-07:00

SIAN LA!
now i rmb.
i mus do my report before i go ecp with LS.
=)

its not about how hard u kana hit.
its how fast u recover from it.

2008-06-20T01:14:00.000-07:00

one event 20k.
zai.

just a little not happy today.

tell me why.

2008-06-18T19:27:00.000-07:00

flyers gd.
=)

yx and hq u all better meet me for lunch today.

hl ask me weird weird questions about relationship.

those only 15yr old kids will ask de.
LOL.

just dun think so much la.
bird.
blind-fold yourself and follow the feel.

blind bird.

tired.shit-covered.shag.hated. dislike.
but what must be done will be completed.

1mths 1wk 1 day more!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

whos the man?

jog jog jog tonight.
father say i fat le.
mother say i fatter le.
sister say. whats that lump of thing.

damn it.

jogjogjog. gym.

2008-06-16T04:25:00.001-07:00

love me with every cells in your body.

=)

2008-06-15T08:07:00.000-07:00

FUCK UP!

2008-06-14T22:22:00.000-07:00

they know me too well.
maybe know each other too long liao.
yx almost fainted ytd i think.
end up in hospital.
=|

jus a little disappointed.
my lady.
but its okay.

gd day.

2008-06-12T19:58:00.000-07:00

friday the 13th is really a shit day.
suay until cannot!
dulan and pek chek

2008-06-12T19:13:00.000-07:00

alittle too late.
fuck.
alittle too depressing.
ls ecp overnight skate tonight.
any1?

2008-06-10T23:13:00.001-07:00

just a little confused and stressed.

2008-06-04T21:45:00.000-07:00

half way through work.
suddenly feel lyk skating.

2008-06-04T07:44:00.000-07:00

love .

Good night.
My lady

2008-05-30T19:45:00.000-07:00

really miss. alot.

2008-05-26T21:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday talk to quite alot of ppl online at night.
ch is lyk abit emo.
Hl also abit emo.
and that crazy guy wana get a omega watch. LOL
save until he kisiao.

meeting cy they all this friday.
long time nvr meet le.
most of the time is i not free. so this fri ba.
thurs. is kind of busy. work. and i nd to study for my dip plus.
=(

i hope i didnt disappoint any1.
because of any last min changes.

i believe u will understand.
my lady.

evol

2008-03-14T20:34:00.000-07:00

shag la.
=(

happy birthday chek yun.
sorry we cnt make it today.
=/

2008-03-05T07:36:00.000-08:00

=/
caught in the rain today.
jus to buy a cup of drink.
lunch hao liao. u-turn back to buy drink.
.

dunknwla.
z

felt so tiny.
its lyk. ppl pushing u dwn.
dun feel gd okay.

2008-02-29T08:31:00.000-08:00

went skating today.
its wtf la.
reach there.
saw tis kid do fastwheel.
slide a long distance.
delson doing J slide.
dun nd to slide and stop infront of me de.
i knw i fucking noob.
z
few kids doing toe toe slide.
SMLJ!
and another few doing backwards slide.
z

tio burnt.

my legs too weak liao.
too long nvr train.
fastwheel cant hold long.
still learning para slide.

feel lyk a total noob slider la.

yh say wan go ecp skate.
tmr or sunday ba.

attachment starting soon.
i will do well.

noob skater.
=(

2008-02-27T08:40:00.000-08:00

friday will be the day of slides.
going to buy my earpiece soon man.
rnb with slides is full combo.
=))
they told me rookie competition.
so rookie huh?!
top 3 nvr join call rookie competition.
LOL!.

today went out with mother.
bought afew formal.
afew tie.
afew socks.

going to wear my retainer more offen liao.
dentist kb liao.

mon starting work.
i damn excited can??!

tmr morning going swim.
night going out with hock they all.
zai!

misses so much.
you.

2008-02-25T21:45:00.000-08:00

=|
say easy la.
z

..

2008-02-25T07:56:00.000-08:00

big bear bday.
went to play bball at jurong.
feeling kind of slpy at the start.

FUCK emo la.

LAO DA DUN EMO!.

damn.
z

i miss u so much.

2008-02-23T22:52:00.000-08:00

beautiful night.
=)
i am the 1st. if allowed. i will lyk to be the last.

woke up.
damn nice lor.
father nag. ask me change hp plan. i dun wan.
mother came back.
smile smile.
say. attachment starting liao hor?
then talk abt saving plan.

SMILE SMILE AR.
cut pocket money.
smile smile.

can la.
not that bad.
=)

no club.less drink.

GO OUT LE.

爱s

2008-02-23T00:28:00.000-08:00

exams over liao.
cui.
=(

ytd after kbox.
went home.
bathe. jiu ko liao.
8 people called.
lol.
ps ar. cant make it for the skating.
sunday noon.
i mus skate liao.
KAN!.
the feeling. only skaters understand la.
sieh gian.

the stars will be out tonight.

2008-02-20T08:01:00.000-08:00

its not jus beating.
its burning for u.
baby u knw.

OM today abit screwed la.

but shldb able to pass ba.

after exam i m going to spend alot of time with u and i am happy.
=)

sat skate compettion not going liao.
=(
i wan de.
but totally not prepared.
wasted!!!
but i will be there to support.

more you. more skates. more swim. more gym.

and i nd to do some reading.

2008-02-19T07:40:00.000-08:00

HRM paper finally over.
my body damn tired.
mus push for OM paper.
=)

18th feb 11.56pm.
baby its us.

un-word-able.
u can feel it.

LS know liao.

Skool know liao.

mother dun nd to tell her.
she see my face knw liao.

bros shld knw the limit.
if u dun knw.
u knw who to ask.

2008-02-18T07:17:00.000-08:00

really not that happy today.
shoulder dun knw y pain.
body feeling abit hot.
wo hen lei ar!!

tmr paper liao.
fuck!!!

2008-02-17T07:37:00.000-08:00

ls is having quite afew problems recently.
kan.
exam period so happening ar?

this nice girl is really changing my thinking.
really.

woke up.
headache. and cold.
feeling damn weak recently.
but i the zaiest.
LOL.

kenny happening.
so i went over to study.
okay.
he damn dulan.
he shld b la.

okay.
on the way home.
replying sms.
took the wrong bus.
POWER!
long time nvr lyk that liao.
lol. fun ar?

aiya.
pek chek.

2008-02-16T09:06:00.000-08:00

went to ps.
support feng and dr.
then went home.

ls ppl meeting at night.
so didnt wait.

not flexi enuff.
nvm.

went home for dinner.
slept until close to 11.

watch tv with my parents.
listen to my mother telling my father lame jokes.
okay. me and my dad de face stone stone de.
mother there laugh.
z!!
watch tv watch tv.

silent romance.

if u understand jiu hao.

exam!

2.40am.
the misses, strong.

2008-02-14T10:00:00.000-08:00

2am. 12 hrs before my cma paper.
sm1 jus managed to make me dulan.
=).

GREAT!

drink and club is jus too boring.
more chilling after exams.

2008-02-12T06:35:00.000-08:00

13 feb is sammy birthday.
=/
3 years loh.
i still rmb.
not bad ar.
the promise that will nvr happen.
but i will still make it there.
some how.

2 more days exam le.
tonight mus chiong.

after that mus chiong skates.
21st after exam. find the location of the company.
22nd meet the iap people.
23rd ecp ton any1?
23rd airport.
24th shop for formal wear.
25th meet lunch.
=)

if u feel the same.
you shld make the move.

the opportunity cost is too high.
i am afraid.

EXAMS

2008-02-10T09:16:00.000-08:00

true ba?

exams are coming.
tmr going school to study.

slept for 12 hrs.
4 sticks only today.
no more mentol
lights.
trying not to touch reds.
dun knw when will i stop.
take it slow ba.

went down to cycle.
night cycling and mid night skating is damn song de.
skating more song.
sat at playground.
enjoying the wind. the song. the sky.
simple night.

exams coming.
have to chiong le.
=)

happy birthday kenny!
i 3rd!

ytd went to feli hse.
dinner.
relac.
see them gamble.
drank abit.
enjoyed.

i love midnight skating.
ecp will be best.
lei le jus lie on the floor.
windy. stary.
song !

after exams.!

2008-02-07T09:08:00.000-08:00

1st day of cny sux
sibei sian de la.
see relatives all gambling.
i dun gamble de.
z
bored.

son came over bai nian today.
=).
tmr going js hse.
zl and feli de on sat ba.

really tired.
sian!

2008-02-06T06:16:00.000-08:00

cny eve.
long time no skate le.
v gian.

no slide.
freestyle, hockey or salom ba.
long black silky hair with cap.
and black specs.
big eyes.
1.6+
strong tummy without pacs.
mus be confident.
=)
thats my dream skater gf.
weeuwee.

after exam mus go ecp more offen.

before attachment mus learn hao toe toe, para and shuffle slide.

this fucking emo song jus remind me of her.
its all an accident la ar.

gfs gets better and better.
afew ppl told me that.
true.
=)

happy chinese new year.

2008-02-01T23:18:00.000-08:00

friday.
beatiful night.
=)
abit of rain.
went to minds cafe with pearlyn, kenny his gf.
chill awhile.
relac relac.
weird.we go there nvr play game.
talk too much liao.
send her to bus stop.
went to drink with feng they all.
1am.went home.

cnt say that i can quit.
but can try not to smoke infront of u.

got my attachment company.
ascott group at shenton.
abit fear, abit excitment.
more of excitment ba.
=)

6 mths not in school.
after work if not too tired i will go our space find friends.
confirm damn lot miss de.
got xim de jiu can.

going to study for economics.

go take nap 1st.

such a busy sem.
hope everything goes on well.
so much things happened.
girl.friends.
but heng heng i got supportive family and happy friends.
=)

2008-01-31T08:32:00.000-08:00

this week super sui.
=)
sunday chiong japanese speaking test.
LOL la.
i think jus pass only.
monday chiong economics assignment and bsd final test.
tuesday night went to sw bdae celebration.
long time no see le.
but the feel nvr change la.
best mates.
talk abt nonsense, sec skool memo.
after celebration.1am chiong bsd project.
wed chiong ipt and bsd presentation.
thus.
SHAG!

sometimes i think,
friends more diff to work tgt in a project group la.
sometime nia.
depends la.

jackson mus start saving up le!
not drinking or clubbing anytime soon.

long time no skate le.
=(
getting rusty and fat.

go nap now.
chionging project again later.

hope soon soon li li.
=D

2008-01-27T03:56:00.000-08:00

ytd evening went to kenny hse bball swim.
camera man again la.

okay.
swiming saw damn alot of stars.
=)

ytd wang abit emo.
say dun wan see ppl.
in the end still kana physco to go meet tred.
tred grandpa pass away.

every1 have a nice talk.
wnt that emo ba.
commonwealth there de open field.
damn alot of stars.
me and feng there.
hais.y such a beautiful night.beside us de all guys.
lol.

no emo recently.
feeling good.
i wana skate.wana swim.
so much things to do.
and i dun wana get injuried again.
my right hand and left leg still.tsk.
hao.
study 1st.

NO ROKO FOR 1 DAY.
i dying liao.

i wana knw where is my attachment.
z!!

2008-01-25T22:44:00.000-08:00

sat noon.
lazing at home.
last wk really whole wk at school.
chiong ipt project.
still got ipt.bsd projects.and bsd test on tues.
our space damn shoick.
saw that BIT de twice there.
=).
wed i think.
smoking break.
we at level 2. lazy to walk dwn to smoking corner.
went to smoke at level 3 carpark.
windy some more.
but damn open space.
so.
we kana caught by 1 teacher.
who told us to at least make the effort to hide nx time.

do well pls.
do well.

my mother damn kiddy!
she wan to box me.
z.

2008-01-21T08:39:00.000-08:00

dun knw.
jus happy today.

send feng they all to the bus stop.
the sky chao mei.
clouds. moon. stars. alot alot of them.
=D

this 2 wks will be v busy.
going to prepare cny after the 2 wks ba.

the stars remind me of ur eyes.

STUDY!

2008-01-20T07:09:00.000-08:00

went to skate.
lao da abit emo at first.
ending part becos of the 3 words.
i think inside he jumping le ba.
=)!

more studying
more physical training nd to be done.
more sliding.
no slacking!
=)!

jus reach home from panjang.
my skates wan to buay tar han liao la.
the slider pad got a hole liao.
LOL.
burn burn burn.
song!
long time no skate le.
=/.feel abit weaker.

beatiful night. moon. stars.

no emo or fan over things that are not worth ba.

exams.tests.all coming.

i nd to chiong.
!!

2008-01-19T09:17:00.000-08:00

ytd nite was great la.
sec skool ppl.feli.pearlyn.
go eat dinner.ice cream.
our pattern nvr change seh.
nonsense all the way.
bought hl a bird soft toy for gift.
LOL!.
pub.
also okay la.
drank alot.
5 bottles.dun knw how many ppl nia.
feli father also there.
lol!
ace. toro. hogan they all also got come over.
zai.

yc say. normally the closest de will always remain as friends.
true ba.true ba.

19 le. old liao la!

i told her that she have beautiful eyes.
=D

i m not going to drink or club again.
until exams over.

2008-01-17T08:58:00.001-08:00

whats love ?!
dun knw seh.
some say its pain. some say it energy. some say its madness. some say ffeelings.
to me.mayb jus a cycle ba.
=)

feli jie's nick remind me of sammy.
not bad.
2 yrs past le.
1 more yr to go.

wo hen lei leh.
tmr going pub.
sian la!
they confirm wan me drunk de.
zilou and feng enuff liao.
siao 1.die also wan me drunk.
=(

not worth.
you are rite.
=)

2008-01-15T08:37:00.000-08:00

There are no ends to problems and fan nao de la.
its how u manage ba.
bo ko ling alcohol everyday de ma.
tonight problem.
tmr get to work.mus try to put the probs aside ba.

IAP faster come.

commitment. relationships.
all those time out la.

so many ppl fan~ing over relationship stuff.
take care ba.
=)

HL trying to physco me to quit smoking.
to pei him play golf.
lol.
i still young man leh.
LOL.
21.21.
21 liao i pei u play.
i wanted to quit also la.
someday some how.

i getting my mb wallet damn soon.
=)

2008-01-14T08:43:00.000-08:00

swimming really damn song.
sat sat!
sat go swim again.who on?
earliest 1pm ba.
i think friday nite they wnt let me home awake de.

i wan swim, skate, study for now.

easy come easy go.

2008-01-13T05:09:00.000-08:00

the swim was great.
=)

time to start hrm presentation slides , ipt project and bsd project liao.
how you handle, how you manage.
abit disappointed with myself ba.

lots of studying need to be done.

looks lyk friday they wnt let me go home undrunk de la.
=(.

liangshan people.
how?
meet me for dinner.
and pub?

2008-01-12T08:11:00.000-08:00

its done and over.
thanks for trying.
i wnt hate.
at least at least u tried.

trying is nvr good enough.
say u wan it.
the nx 1.

okay.
today abit hang hang go hl hse.
prepare bbq stuff.
fish. sotong all those.
abit shag shag.
then saw this pearlyn.
came out from the lift.
kan.y she look at me lyk that seh?!
really forgot le.
after that.
hl and her say we met before.
okay.i dun remember a single shit.
but i knw she got damn attractive eyes and smile.
they say tution. which i turned up for only twice.
okay.
yh drunk.
noob fuck.
wan stay over at my place.
okay lor. LL.
share cab home.
got her no. in cab.
ask her to join us on the 18th.
no pub.
no club.
mayb jus some place to chill ba.
dinner and icecream is confirm liao.
after that mayb kbox or what ba.
mayb nd to seperate two groups liao.
meet some on fri.
meet some on sat.
i dun wana get drunk or too tired over drinking or clubbing la.
jus some chilling and slacking mayb.
abit of alcohol will be alrite.
=)

2008-01-11T20:28:00.000-08:00

ytd went to drink with 68 and my son.
chao drunk.
beer vodka and ash.
kan power.
i KO few times on the floor i think.
ytd really last move le.
fuck it la.
zai sheep dun eat grass behind him.

woke up feeling abit hang.
cuts.

Going for bbq.

i will try to quit smoking again.
try la try.

no feel no memo.

2008-01-10T07:14:00.000-08:00

slept for 1 hr nia ytd.
chao cmi.
i thought when i m tired. i wnt miss.
wrong.

=(
not happy.
to the max

this morning hq talk to me 5am.
shock ar.
he writing some letters.
lol.

decided not to buy more then 2 packs per week.

feeling kana lan now.
feel the withdrawal.

2008-01-09T08:17:00.000-08:00

doing my economics 30% project.
abt half way le.
confirm late nite.
tmr still going bugis pai pai after skool.

all asking me to give up.
give up give up give up.
on her la.
i nd time ba.

if i fall.
dun pull me up.
i am jackson.

=)

i need to get back my confident soon.
kana critical hit.
kan.

happy also one day pass.
sad also one day pass.

thanks people for being arnd la.

more time more time.

okay.
project.

tmr confirm shag.
=/

2008-01-08T10:04:00.000-08:00

i nd to focus and control.

2008-01-08T07:02:00.000-08:00

much better.
thanks people.
feeling cnt be forced.

sibei suay recently.
all started on the 1st jan.

ytd went to slide at jurong.
totally no confident to slide.
timing. weight shift all wrong.
fell hard.
right wraist kana.

we knw each other since sec1.
liangshan keep us all tgt.
now one kana this jialat prob.
we all feel damn bad la.
if really go in.
we will go see u offen.
and that damn girl better dun appear infront of us again.

not named.
cos not confirm yet.

you better take care.
contact us soon.

sat going loyang temple bai bai.
lol.
=)

fucking damn miss.
kan brain.

make rational decisions pls.